Unfocused

I'm having a really hard time wrapping my brain around everything that's going on.  I'm in putting out fires mode - doing what has to be done at the moment with no real sense of a plan.  I can't figure out how to start and that's my biggest hurdle right now.  It's hard to get momentum going when your wheels are spinning.  Problem is, I don't really have the time to spin my wheels.  I'm beginning to think that this was a really really bad idea.